I am dedicating myself to be a better writer. I have lost my way with my blog. I believe it is due to losing inspiration and time. So even though I don't have many readers, if I have any at all, I am vowing to put more effort into my blog, writing, and myself. So I am hoping to inspire, motivate, and captivate the interest of just one person. If that happens, then my job is complete.

Wake Up Everybody!

We all need to wake up. Every last one of us. We are in this state of simply sleeping everything by. Letting the sleep and crust in our eyes be our shield to the reality right in our faces. We are waking up for a small portion of time to catch a quick moment of fun or to simply get a glass of water to ease us back to sleep. We can't keep living life this way. We can't keep sleep walking and ignoring the reality. Today I have decided to wake up to the reality that I can and will be better. I have the potential, strive, and determination. I need to stay awake at these most important and crucial moments. Now that I have wiped the sleep away from my eyes I see now that that boy of my dreams was just a dream. He is simply a figment of my imagination. I don't want to keep living in that world of pretend. Therefore today I am taking the necessary steps to live in reality. In my dreams I need the help of no one. But I am awake now. I see that I need the help from every lending hand. I can create dreams on my own. But I need the help of others to make my reality come true. So all you sleep fairies can go away! You can leave too sand man! Because I am awake now! I am accepting reality, making the necessary changes, and becoming something bigger, better, stronger, and wiser.

The Breaking Point

When do you know the breaking point has come? Do you know once you are broken? Do you know when you are just beginning to bend? Life has those moments when you just seem broken, either physically or emotionally. How do we let ourselves get this far? Did we forget to get the checkups or appointments to fix the loose pieces? Who really and truly knows? I guess the most important thing is to find a way to fix the broken point. I gotta get my glue, my tape, even my "repair friends" and get this problem fixed. Not all of these broken points are related to a relationship with a significant other. Breaking points can come from a job, school, just any aspect of life. The whole of point of breaking is to get the weak parts out and replace them with stronger ones. Maybe you should let that weak job, man, or friend go. If something is breaking you, why just stay there and keep on getting broken? These trials and tribulations helps us all realize the real from the fake, the truth from the lies, the love from the hate. I just pray and hope that a breaking point doesn't become the last point for some. Always get up. Collect the dust. Throw away the debris. And most importantly REPAIR.

So I Haven't Been Writitng

I have decided to get serious about my blog. I may not have any readers now but maybe with time I will get some. I want my writings to make me feel better and hopefully my readers. Life has ups and downs. Everyone experiences them, but we should help each other along the way by explaining our mistakes and learning from them. I am not say to air your business to the world, but there is nothing wrong with talking things out. So maybe one day I will be at the level of writing a blog everyday, maybe even more. But for now I will just try to go with the flow.
I am returning to school soon. It is my second year, but I still have fears. I have taken some firm steps into this major. Times and classes get hard. These things can make me and any student be discouraged, but anything worth having is worth fighting for. So I am preparing for the battle in and out of the classroom. I want to be a better student and a better me. So with little steps and a large amount of encouragement, mainly from myself, I know I can make these things happen. I can't let this fear and rush of nerves tackle me. I have got to stay determined. If I become better, the other things of life will become better as well.
But most importantly I have to pray. I have to read my Bible. I have got to let God be the center of my life at all times. Who else helps me more and is my supporting rock, but Him. If I just read one verse a day, that is something. That is all I need. He just wants me to have faith the size of a mustard seed. Wow, amazing how great He is. That is why He is my boyfriend this year and forever. He won't let me down or be dishonest. He will be there for the good times and bad times, as long as I keep that faith the size of a mustard seed.
Well I guess I have written enough. This may not be interesting to you, but it is all I am willing to share for now. I am wishing you all a beautiful and blessed night full of dreams. Remember to say your prayers and pray for someone that is having troubles. Even the people with the biggest smiles a on their faces may be going through troubles. When prayers go up, blessings come down. So let us all try to think about someone else each and everyday. We may make a change and bring a blessing down to him/her.

It is Finally Here

I have been wanting to do this for a while. Now it is finally here. I may not have many readers but I hope to entertain all that are willing to read. My life is simple, simply because I am living. I am grateful for all that I have. I am blessed simply by being a Christian. I am not here to give life changing stories. I am not here for popularity. I am just here to be me. So read, comment, or just don't say anything at all.

"You think you know, but you have no idea." This is my blog. So just deal with it!